Heartbreaker -

i feel like i'm stop breathing right now...you stole my heart and you threw it away wherever you want. my heart was taken by you... broken by you... and now it is in pieces because of you. You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why.and i cried today... not because I miss you... or even wanted you... but because I realized I'm gonna be all right without you :( and i remember when you always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes? ha! damn..you're lying with urself. You hurt me more then I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more then you deserve, why am I such a fool? Love hurts. I say that because I know. Love is... or was amazing. It's an incredible feeling to know what he's going to say. It's more incredible the way he has me on the edge of my seat because he's so completely random, I never know what's coming next. It's hard to explain, but he filled some void in me, and now, without him, I'm missing something again. I wonder if it will ever truly, whole heartedly be filled again. I just don't want to know what it's like to hurt anymore...